I’m kinda just tired of all this shit. I’m tired of the on and off stuff, I’m tired of talking like were fine one night then we don’t fucking talk for a week. I’m tired of hearing about you talking to other girls. I’m just tired of it. I can’t do it anymore. I can’t take it anymore. When you wanna stop using me and act like you give a fuck, talk to me then cause I’m honestly just sick of it.

I SHOULD NOT BE CRYING RIGHT NOW. I’m so tired of getting hurt. This is NOT my fault. I seriously should not be crying over this fucking boy right now or anymore. I’ve had enough.

Fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you, you stupid ignorant bipolar insecure asshole. Biggest douchebag/dick/manwhore I have EVER met. I’m completely done with you. Completely. Done.

Honesty. I don’t even know what to think anymore. I know I keep doing this to myself. All my friends are probably right saying that I need to just stop talking to him but it’s easier said than done. I know I need to but it’s just gonna take time and I need more will power but it’ll come. I just need it to be one way or another here. We either talk or we completely don’t. I can do this whole in the middle shit. It’s really getting to me and I dont want to sit here guessing and wondering about what is going on. I don’t need that. Let me know when you actually wanna tell me what’s going on. Because I’m sick of this. Honestly. I realllllyy am.

It’s like I couldn’t give two fucks about you most of the time anymore. It’s like you try to piss me off. Really. Well, this is all I have to say to you.

I’m not letting it happen again. I’m tired, over, and done with this bullshit. It’s getting ridiculous. You really need to make up your mind on who the hell you want. I’m not going to wait around forever and I’m not going to be a second choice. It is or it isn’t. I’m done playing these little fucking games. I’m not stupid, I know what’s going on. I know you talk to her 24/7 while we hardly talk at all. That’s why I just have to say I have to give up on you. What’s the point anymore? What’s the point of trying? There isn’t a point. It’s pointless. It’s not worth the hurt anymore. This isn’t worth the hurt. I can’t compare to that. I will never be able to compare to that. If you still want me, stop playing these damn little games and let me know. If not, then that’s what it is. For now, I can’t do this anymore. I’m giving up. Seriously.

Don’t ever talk to me again.

Biggest douche bag I have ever met and you’re not even that hot. Get the fuck over yourself ASAP. You have a 14 year old slut. OH GOOD JOB. I bet that took a lot of work. You’re an ass. I hope your relationships fucking suck in the future or I hope you get cheated on. You deserve every bad thing that comes your way.

xoxoxoxox. bitch.

You just don’t know what you’re doing to me. I just want the truth about how you feel. That’s all.

I have to keep my feelings in because no one cares to listen anymore. I’m going crazy on the inside. I can’t take it anymore. It’s so hard to go through this and have no one to talk to at all about it. No one wants to just even listen. It’s like every night I’m alone, I cry. I won’t cry in front of others though and I don’t know why. I just wish I could just go back and change everything. This wouldn’t be happening. I can’t stand it anymore. I just can’t. I just want to disappear forever. I don’t wanna feel this way anymore.